14 September 2004 82 years + 2 days
Waldoboro, Maine
Trying to write is strange.
I haven't for more than a year, I think.
A rare car is whirring by, back of me, going to my left.
Nearest row of trees, several feet in front of me, and running offstage to my right.
Others farther in front at my left.
A mowed lawn going back until trees take over for good.
Both kinds of trees.
Still Waldoboro Wednedsay a.m. 9/22/2004
In the yard just beyond the red dying tree.
White butterfly swerving around in front of it and off in front and away.
Little line of bushes ends while the line of piled boulders swerves around and comes up to the wooden "gate" about ten feet to the right of me.
The pile of boulders goes on past the wooden "gate" and back of me.
A wild wind from my right.
The leaves of the dying red-leaved tree only move a tiny bit in the wind to the right, a few feet in front of me--just to the right of the front of the older part of the house.
It's a lovely nearly-autumn day in Maine.
Warm sunshine with a continuing intermittent little wind that stops and goes, mostly goes.
The little bit of Gerolsteiner is warming in the sun right in front of me, but I'm back of it in the shade.
Anne was here but she's gone inside.
I hear passing cars somewhere way to the right but they're far away in back at the right and invisible.
A bird squeaks in twos in front, and to the left.
Now one at a time, a different bird.
And feeble peeps at the far left and a very soft dump-tee-oh.
Don't ask what birds--they speak a little and stop.
Now a continuing up swerving down over and over
And a repeated tec-oo-WEE but never loud.
The German water's still a bit cool.
The wind's blown in first and on the back of my head and then on my left ear and now from the left and then from the front and then the back.
Two three white butterflies and a fly and a dragonfly that stops & then hurries away.
I'm going inside for a wee bit.
I dropped the cover for my pen in the grass in front of me, but Anne found it.
I'm not going inside yet because Anne's reading a book in the sun to the right & in front.
It's not quite autumn, but leaves are falling, especially from the tree with red leaves in front & to the right of the house.
A tiny yellow crawler on my sleeve before I blow it into the grass.
I didn't go inside before, but now I will, but not for long.
--from Jackson Mac Low's Thing of Beauty: New and Selected Works Ed. Anne Tardos (U of California Press, 2008)
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